Whats your real name?

Jacmariesmom. That's me. Lost my real name 8 years ago.

How did I get that name? Well, it speaks for itself and its a name I do wear proudly. It comes from the little girls at the brownie troop meeting. The ones that couldnt remember that I was "Ms. Something..." but they knew my daughter. So - my name came from the seven year old girls wailing "Jaaccmariees Mom"!

The reason for my name is gone for a couple of weeks. I know, I hear the envy from other Single Moms out there. But - she's been gone for 4 days. I miss her.

Don't get me wrong. We are a tough bunch of chicks to hang with. We bicker and fight about everything constantly. From the time we wake up until the time we go to bed. Sometimes, in between there we giggle, snuggle and kiss. I like the snuggle part best. But - its too few and far between. Mainly - it's war.

Why you ask? I know why - I would never admit it in a public forum. But I know why. And it kills me. Thinking about it in my head causes my eyes to swell with tears. But, its one of those things Moms must get over.

I will post daily if I can. My rants, my gushing over something sweet or just daily poop. Please feel free to add whatever you'd like. I'd welcome the company.