Miserable

I am totally miserable.

My house is a disgusting dust bucket. Today I am truly assigned to my room as the electric only seems to work in here.

The bathroom sink is grimy and I miss my J!!!!!!

I told J that she could come home - but warned her of the mess. I haven't heard from her and I tried to call her today to be totally blown off.

Things are supposed to get a bit better tomorrow - I hope.

J may come home on Sunday - but we don't know yet.

Today is an awful day.

Miserable.