Another one.

The latest death on a child has hit me really hard.

Sarah Lunde was a 13 year old girl. She reminded my of my J.

My J - always says she's immune to anyone ever taking her.

Sarah was the same type of girl as J similar in size and age. Saturday night while J was yelling at me for whatever reason my eyes veered to the television and I saw the headlines that Sarah's body was located at the bottom of a fish pond. I started to cry.

News reporters kept questioning if she was only a runaway. Thirteen and troubled past - seems a likely excuse.

Then - they show the ex-boyfriend of Sarah's Mom and state they are still questioning him. He has since admitted that he strangled her.

The small children fall prey to these monsters and as a parent - you try to protect them anyway you can. But what about the older children who feel that they are invincible? Put themselves in harms way!

How can I make it very clear that this is the very event that worries me to J?

Do I have to drive her up there and let her take part in the memorial service so that she understands that this is real life? This is the real world and monsters under your bed do no go away when you hit age 13.

I live in a city that is full of transients. In my city alone there are 69 sexual predators that live within a few city blocks of me.

69 - sixty nine!!!!!

I think I am going to print everyone of these perverts faces and plaster them all over the walls of the house. That will make a statement!

69 swollen - drug ridden - pimply faced - clean shaven - baby faced men. All shapes - sizes - ages - colors and nationalities.

And she wants to walk down to the circle alone.....?

Ha.

She blames me that I am stifling her. I am up her ass. In her way. J - I know its only a few blocks - but I will drive you. I know I am not cool but I will wait on the corner - where only I can see you. Yes - I will continue to barge into your room as you chat on the computer so that you know that I am watching.

Yes - I will secure my home with alarm systems and lock all the doors - even when your in it.

Yes - I will scream at you when you let strangers in MY HOUSE because they said they were with a church.

I cannot bear to see another innocent girl harmed by these monsters.

When will the legal system and the liberals understand. These people are not human beings - they are not right in the head. They cannot be changed. You place them back into society with children and expect them to behave?

And Mothers....How can you bring your children into the line of danger by dating, loving and living with these monsters!?!

Everytime I turn on the TV - I see cannot bear to see another one die.