Fickle

I had to explain this word today to J and she said she was. I am wondering if I am too.

I don't know if its because we are girls and CAN change our minds anytime we want -because it is our perogative.

Or - we get bored easy.

Or we think things are greener elsewhere.

I am a lover of all men. Since my recent trip abroad - I am in LUST with some of the fellows I speak to daily.

One of the seven deadly sins fills my soul and HB is very aware of it.

That doesnt mean that I don't love HB. That means that I like to look at the merchandise. That doesnt mean that I will leave HB. That just means that I would like to spend a little more time window shopping.

Now - don't get me wrong. This is not a admission of anything - or a Dear HB letter. I can't help wondering if I am missing something else on the menu that might be just as tasty.

I ordered the Prime Rib and I am wondering if the chicken would be better (so to speak).

Thankfully - If I am only fickle I am not impulsive. I have never been impulsive. I do things because they have been thought out, planned and stratigically thought thru. Boring - I know. But thru this I have learned not to settle.

So if I dont settle and change my mind a few times to make sure I get what I want and am content with my life - does that still make me fickle.

Or human?